Thankful..

The things I am thankful for are totally different this year...I am thankful for many things but here are a few...

• That I have two children...cause I have to be strong for them and without them, I would be in a mental ward somewhere...
• That I still have emotions to feel anger and hurt and sadness...that means I haven't went totally out of my mind yet
• That my children still have a relationship with their father
• That my home has seen love...lots of it...at least that is what I thought...
• That I am alive, although most of the time I feel dead on the inside
• That God is still in control...although I have a hard time letting Him take control
• That my secrets are revealed only to God and he has forgiven me and understands me like no one else
• That my pride is not as powerful over me as I thought it was...
• That I still have to hold my head up, no matter what I think people think of me...
• That I have a church to go to that helps me carry my burden